do not judge me by my successes, judge me by how many times i fell down and got back up again - #nelsonmandela
we did have quite a bit but it rained the other day! so it all melted. plus it was 10C out today so oddly warm…
i haven’t weighed myself in a while but this morning i decided i should…the last time i weighed myself i was 168ish. this was over a month ago. this morning 160.4…. i am officially the lowest weight i’ve been since i was like 13 what.
do you ever do something really stupid like think you can be just friends with an ex? we hung out tonight and i feel like i just made everything so much worse for myself. i still really like him and not being with him is driving me insane.
1/2 Cup almond butter, raw if possible
1/4 Cup hemp hearts
1/2 Cup dried unsweetened coconut, plus extra for rolling
1/2 Cup oats, coarsely ground in food processor
1 Cup Crispy brown rice cereal
1 Tbls spirulina
1 tsp maca
1/4 Cup maple syrup
A pinch of sea salt
Partially #gardentotable rainbow salad! Carrots, baby kale, baby spinach, cilantro, tomatoes, alfalfa sprouts, pea shoots, cucumber, zucchini, mandarin oranges, & celery. Dressing was a blended mix of 1/2 medium zucchini, 1/2 red pepper, 1/2 teaspoon paprika, 1/4 cup sesame seeds, 2 scallions, a little bit of leek, 1 large garlic clove, & juice of 1.5 lemons.
APPLE SAUCE WHY DID I NOT THINK OF THAT. genius! i’m running (not really running lol) to go get some now.
yeah i’ve had to drink so much water because of all the salt blah.
i have had soup for breakfast, lunch and dinner today lol. oh and a smoothie for a snack. wooo sodium~ my mouth still hurts though :( hoping tomorrow it’ll be better. might stick to softer foods still though like eggs, salads, etc.
I LOVE IT WHEN I SEE PEOPLE CONFIDENT ABOUT THEIR OWN APPEARANCE IT’S LIKE FUCK YEAH YOU’RE HOT AND YOU KNOW IT