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i just binged. after being binge free since freakin’ september 7th, i binged. i can’t say i didn’t see this coming… it’s 2:30am and i’m up freaking out over going to work tomorrow and i think that’s why i did it. this whole ordeal is stressing me out and i just kind of want to stay in bed until it’s over lol. so much for being completely over binging like i thought i was. not going to let this upset me too much because i know stress causes binges for me. it’s kind of embarrassing to admit, especially getting so many messages congratulating me on being binge free so long but this blog is mainly for myself and no journey is going to be perfect. hey i’m proud of actually going that long without binging! here’s to doing it again but this time for even longer. i’m going to go drink a glass of water, read a chapter or two, and sleep this off. not going to turn this back in a cycle. JUST NEED TO STAY POSITIVE!